MY very own piece of recession

It is now officially recession time in ireland and also in a lot of the leading world. this is very worrying for all concerned and that is going to be so bad for my partner and myself as we will recieve more cuts.
anyway im just writing this doc as a reminder and to look back later when hopfully it has not been a mountain the country can't climb as this is our Country it's all we have but it has been bled dry by the rich and the stupid in charge of the Country. I must confess that politics never turned me on and it was mostly due to the lies and shady speeches from the then leaders whom diverted direct questions into their own agenda plus the ignorance in which they would just glare at an interviewer when they where asked a question they'd rather not answer but how did they get away with it then and the only thing i can think of is that these politicians are fueled by the rich and any decisions made by them where ordered by the rich so to call them puppets fits for a description in my view.

This is what has gotten our Country into the gigantic mess it is in today "IT REALLY PAYS TO BE A POLITICIAN" also as they are very well payed by standards spread across europe and the world. Ireland is in this day and age a sad place for prosper or investment and much more as it's been sucked of all it's "four leaf clovers" and only one or two leprecans are left but their in ff.
here's a proposal-Why dont ye all crawl shamefully under a rock or in blackrock or some other shit hole and never burden Ireland again with your un educated guessing as to how this Country should be run it's been doomed by you and you can't fix it. I think expertise should be consulted and insisted by our people before enourmous expenses are whimsically thrown down the many black holes the government has at it's disposal, i mean this whole issue is a very sad one and the poor man, woman, and children are feeling the squeeze more than anyone even the middle earners as they claim to be worst hit, Try living on €443.29 per week for two adults and four children. My wife works 20 hours a week and gets €311. and as i am on the sick over two years now i get the balance which is €132.29 to bring it up to €443.29 per week.

NOW even if my wife misses work she has to be paid by a releaving officer to make the difference up as this is the poverty line but i ask anyone out there to consider this- I am suffering with chronic fatigue syndrome / M.E for over two years now as a result i had to stop working a job that i enjoyed and when my wife goes to work it is hard for me to cope most of the time so i get worse SO where is the insentive for my wife to work? When she can stay at home and keep me feeling better, This system is totally F'd and i feel it so much i'm sick of it also.

What a shamefull place to call home. Berty was an asshole thief and an all round bent politician let him live on my income and see can he do it without going hungry-maybe he might come clean about his shady business deals and brown envelopes as he is sickened to the state he put us in. Now we have a fat headed gowly hound in his place and i bet he never went hungry as his head looks like a double cheeze burger or you can call it the whopper you know who i mean anyway now i have said enough about this as i mentioned im not well so i need rest good luck to all in my position and to those in ireland whom aren't rich you all need it.

my me/cfs suffering

This is my first time ever making a blog so if your reading it then thank you and sorry for the inexperienced touch. But in my defence im really doing it for myself to learn ok.

SO with that out of the way i can mention that my disease has really taken over my life for the past two years or more now and it has left me depressed mostly but i do get some little breaks from my depression now and again as otherwise i would not know i was depressed at all. It's a cruel world we live in and somewhere not far from me im sure someone else is suffering a worse faith than myself.

I do suffer from many other symptoms but i have not mentioned them because im just testing if you want to know them just google ME or CFS (chronic fatigue syndrome)suffering anyway thanks again for reading good luck

I have been diagnosed with M.E./C.F.S. by a VERY competent Doctor and her also competent partner.
This is my update as i'm in a very very bad place now cause i have symptoms so bad that i cant do anything at all i tried to take a deep breath and suck it up with regards to my illness but it has had an adverse affect.

Now what i mean is, I went on a holiday and during that holiday i went swimming twice and i also kicked a ball back and forth with my children the other thing was that i drove down and back to kerry it's a four hour drive at best, And this has left me so symptomatic that i would never do it again unless i am 100% sure i've been cured.

I am feeling so sad and let down by my own body that i cant even enjoy some activity with my children and the worse part of it all is that i have been told that i'm not disabled by a doctor(who works for the state dismissing genuine dissabillity cases) She never asked my symptoms or anything that i felt, It was a total farce so i have appealed the decision against me and i recieved a letter this morning stating that an executive officer has been asked by the chief of appeals officer to acknowledge reciept of my notice of appeal against the disallowance of my disabillity allowance claim.

So now i will be assesed again and im going to do my best but i will post exactly what has happened and im really apprehensive about this whole procedure because the last time was a pure waste of time altogether for all involved SORRY i take that back the examiner got paid as did the nurse sitting in the corner, Their time wasn't wasted at all they do this for a living and get paid very well to refuse genuine applications and make it hard for all involved.

Also i recieved on the letter at the end a part stating i could claim the expenses to and from the examiners address but i can not claim taxi fair even though it is there and is claimable for some people? Anyway i can't take the bus as i get very dizzy and weak also if i have to walk to the bus stop and then to the exam building i pay for that with days of exuastion and bed rest I DO NOT THINK THATS FAIR DO YOU ??? well that is it for me at the moment so ill let you know what has happened on the examination every little detail.

      Since the holiday i have got so bad so quick to the point that i cant stay awake and my body is continously exausted and i'm in pain throughout my whole body, I also suffer from depression as a result of the effects of M.E. i get tunnel vision and migraine headaches All the joints in my legs and arms ache so bad it can bring tears to my eyes, i get sweats very bad while just sitting there and sometimes i take a huge deep breath like a gasping breath for absolutely no reason and that instantly takes any energy i've got and drains it, i suppose it's like a sped up panic attack or something like that? Anyway i feel helpless all the time im sick of being sick.